I have always been a maker. I like to make things, especially with a sewing machine.
I think of a maker as an individual who enjoys the process of thinking through a plan and then manifesting that plan with her own hands. In the end, there is tangible evidence of her making–it could be a dress or a fruit salad, a wooden foot stool or a garden.
Often times, these makers make something only once and then movs on. A maker likes to try new things and experiment with new techniques. A maker often sees something and wants to make one for herself. It can also be a very social thing–a maker takes classes and enjoys the act of making with others. I believe this act of making can be very good for the soul. There is something wonderful about creating and then using the object that you have created. It is a deeply satisfying experience. If you are sad or lonely or bored, the act of making can make those feelings go away. It is therapeutic for many people.
Sometimes a maker finds a particular object that they love to make again and again. For me, this object is the quilt. These makers move into the next phase of making–practice. They learn everything they can about making a particular object by making it over and over again. They make a decision–consciously or not– to go deep instead of wide. They fill their lives with the materials and knowledge necessary to hone their skills.
Years later, they become fine crafts people in their area of making. When others see their work often times the first thing they say is, “How long did it take you to make THAT?” The hours of practice is evident in the final product of their work. Some marvel at and some question the number of hours such a skilled crafts person has dedicated to her work. A dedicated crafts person accepts, even enjoys, the repetition and difficulty of creating herwork. It is part of the process. They experience deep satisfaction from this.
A fine craftsperson may some day wish to not only make something that is not only deeply beautiful and finely crafted, but also never been seen or done before. They begin to experiment with their craft and move it beyond its tradition. These crafts people have moved into the realm of art. They are working to transform their medium into unique creations that can only have come from their hands.
I know that is where I am at with my work. It has been a long but fast moving journey for me–hours at a cutting table, sewing machine, and an ironing board.
The real challenge for me has been my desire to continue to use traditional patchwork–the humble quilt block–as the foundation for my work. I do not want my quilts to look like landscape paintings, or photographs, or even abstract art. I want them to be firmly grounded in the tradition I come from. I want to claim the quilt block as a legitimate path to making art. As I wrote in a recent residency application–I want to claim the quilt block in the way that Don Chihuly claimed glass, Anne Sexton claimed the personal, and Banksy claimed the wall. Is it possible to do this? I don’t know yet.
I have been called stubborn for wanting this. Many quilt artists actively avoid the word quilt when describing their work. They do this because the word quilt is charged with many connotations that are anti-art. Instead of claiming the word, they decide to rename themselves. That is okay. I get why they do it. I understand. But I, okay, maybe I am being stubborn, want to say that being a quilt maker grounded in tradition–whose quilts celebrate the geometric potential inherent in the traditional quilt block–can also mean being an artist.
Some times there are people out there who agree with me. This is always a good feeling.
Last week, I got news that Mark’s Garden has been invited to be part of the Quilts=Art=Quilts exhibit at the Schweinfurth Art Center in Auburn, New York.
I am very grateful for these opportunities to share my work. The days of affirmation are always good ones, but they are frequently followed by days of doubt. And in all the days between, I will stitch and stitch and stitch.