Wild Wonder Women of the Wrangells Bad Ass Hero Camp

Okay, this happened in June, but it is still a good story with excellent visuals, so here we go.

When my friend Cynthia Schidner invited me to the first ever Wild Wonder Women of the Wrangells Bad Ass Hero Camp, I was the first to say yes.

I know, it is a mouthful, but eventually it rolls off the tongue.

What is the Wild Wonder Women of the Wrangells Bad Ass Hero Camp? It is a retreat—yoga, hiking, journaling, eating, connecting, and slowing down—in one of the most beautiful places in the world, the Wrangell St. Elias National Park.

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I signed up, paid my deposit, and put it on my calendar.

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I began to waver. In hindsight, I see now that I was afraid of doing something I had never done before. And because I was weaker than my normal self, I really feared failure. Could I really do yoga every morning, hike every afternoon, and be present with a group of women who don’t quilt?

I began making excuses to myself and Cynthia. ALL kinds of excuses, that if I recounted them, I would look quite foolish, so I will not.

It didn’t help when I discovered that all the other participants were friends. It is hard to show up and be the unknown when everyone else is known and then do yoga in front of them. This is Meg McKinney our amazing yoga instructor.

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If only it were a quilting retreat! I would shine. That is my zone. Instead I might be the worst. Nobody likes that feeling.

But this wasn’t a competition. It was a retreat, a recharge, a release. I needed to do what I tell my students to do. I needed to check my ego at the door.

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And I did it.

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I showed up and was fully present with my new hiking friends.

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As the photos show. It was amazing.

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We did yoga every morning.

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We shared stories about family and friends, exercise and nutrition.

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And I know now that I might not be really fast, or super strong, or extra limber, but I am capable. I can do it.

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I can retreat.

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23 thoughts on “Wild Wonder Women of the Wrangells Bad Ass Hero Camp

  1. Beautiful! I moved from Alaska 4 years ago. I still miss the awe inspiring beauty that surrounds almost every vista. Reading your blog helps take me “home”. Thank you

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  2. Jeannie Bench on said:

    When you know it’s scary and you do it anyway, you’re a superhero!

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  3. Sue Tague on said:

    This looks like an amazing experience! Will you do it again?

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  4. How wonderful that you allowed yourself this opportunity. Thanks for sharing!

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  5. Belbelle on said:

    Two stars for bravery – – first for going and showing up, and second for sharing honestly. Thank you – – beautiful photos. I could almost breathe the fresh mountain air.

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  6. Looks fabulous. I imagine there is something really ‘liberating’ and relaxing about NOT having to be the one in charge, or the one that is supposed to be the expert. Savor.

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  7. Carole on said:

    Loved it. Fabulous scenery, photography, risk taking and fun in your own backyard that is endlessly wondrous, fragrant, encouraging and different. You stretched yourself and know the new friends are forever. How positive to be outside when inside becons so strongly at the fabric tables. Thanks for sharing.

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  8. Congrats. Know that feeling of doing something new with new people-you did it!

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  9. I’m so glad you went and had a wonderful time. Isn’t it nice to NOT be in charge?

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  10. Alaska is so gorgeous

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  11. Michele Buck on said:

    The hardest step is the first step and you did it. Congratulations!

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  12. Go you!!! Glad that you had such a great time. Those pictures are fabulous! I am envious of you!

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